Dear Mr.Meeks, thank you for sharing your "Journey" with all of us. I'm saddened by your "Loss", in 2012 my Son who was 30 years old, (Brandon) died in a House fire, due to smoke inhalation. Although I lost Brandon, I cannot imagine losing him to "Suicide". I think that truly is more difficult to "Accept", and recover from. Myself and other's can learn from your experience. Thank you !